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I think I need to watch this…TONIGHT!!

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I seriously

need to fucking shoot something!

I just want my car to work for one day

My stress level is quickly rising.

Took my car in to get the ignition fixed.

Picked it up yesterday, got home, then noticed the giant dent and scratch on it.

Went to go back to the dealership to show them

and it fucking dies on me in the middle of the street.

And couldnt get it towed back to the dealership until now, which means they wont even take alook at it until tomorrrow.

Im going to lose my mind. I work everyday, I cant be without a car. And my co workers have been soo helpful so far, but they can only do so much. It looks like I have no ride to work tomorrow. And I dont know what to do about it. I’ve yet to have to call in to work and I dont wont my car to be the reason why.

Why now? This is the worse possible timing. Especially cuz I have a final tomorrow.

Literally

in the past three hours I have been on a fucking emotional roller coaster.

First I get a call from the dealership telling me that the wrong part came in and that my car wont be fixed till monday. So there goes my way to get home.

Then my parents thought they found a flight for me.

Then they thought i’d take the bus.

Then they thought they would just come and get me.

All this time I got happy when I h ad an option then get sad again when that plan fell through.

Then they finally just told me they werent going to drive up here to get me, that it is a waste of their day.

So there I am, really upset because I had my heart set on coming home. And keep in mind I was coming home for my dads birthday.

And then finally a way home. Kelsey is going to drive up here to take me home AND drive me back up here tuesday for work. I love her. And she has know idea how much this really means to me.

Like I said. Fucking RollerCoaster.

Just thinking out loud.

I like you. That much I know is true. But I’m still unsure if you are good for me. We have a lot in common. My friends like you. And you, for the most part, have your life figured out. But I’m worried about the smoking and drinking. Don’t get me wrong, drinking is fun and it’s nice to party, but not every weekend or every night. I know my limit and I know that I don’t want to smoke. So don’t ask me to. I can see this being a potential problem down the road. And I don’t want to myself for fights and heartbreaks. But at the same time, I don’t want to turn my  back away from someone who is really sweet and could potentially have good thing going with. Too many unknown variable to make a decision.

Now, for you. You’re my best friend. And I think a part of me is going to always like you. But I need to learn to push that aside if I’m not going to try to figure us out again. I have missed talking to you and I’m glad we are talking more and that I’ll be able to see you soon. But Long distance doesn’t work for me and I think there would be too much frustration if I ever decided on you while I’m here in Reno. I do sometimes wish things had been different, that we had figure things out way before our journeys began. Maybe it wouldn’t be so questionable if that had happened. But that is all ‘what ifs’. And I can let those cloud my thoughts.

I don’t think it helps that i’ve been out of this whole dating thing for awhile. I feel like it has changed. And I feel out of placed. But it is exciting. And makes my life even more adventurous. And because of that, I wouldn’t have things any other way. Maybe I’ll take a chance and just jump into this ‘relationship’ and see where it goes. Or maybe i’ll wait and see how other friendships play out. All I know is that God has helped me get here. Helped me become someone who loves who she is. And it’s because of that I know that whatever I decide God will help me through it along the way.

I’m happy. And that is the most important thing to me. To stay Happy.

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You

can drive your butt over here if you want to see me.

My car doesnt hurt, so there is no way I can see you.

Man up.

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My weekend

Was quite awesome.

Kelsey and Maria came to visit me!

and it was total girl time all the time!

I’ve missed them so much.

We even took old western photos up in Virginia City. Only with them would I do that!

And even though work was tiring, frustrating, and overwhelming. I still had the energy and strength to go out with these girls.

And they even met doug. =]

They approve, which is always a good thing. haha

Sad they are gone now but i’ll be coming home saturday for my daddys birthday so i’ll get to see them again.

=]

Soo

My date last night went really well

Went to BJs for dinner

than drove around talking

ended up at his house

had a drink and cuddled on the couch while we watched a movie

and of course a kiss goodnight

Just overall a good night.

I like him

=]

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